Thursday, July 27, 2006
ok...hmmmmm.......
guz hu i met.. an old fren.. hehehehe.. yea.. nvr once we bump into each other.. den suddenly.. ey.. hahahahaha..
ok ok..
anyways..
for me.. life's great in skul. yea.. tmrw my test..
yesterday.. i had store meeting.. i met ose guys.. yea.. we went to town.. WITH MY SKUL U.. HEH!!
den nurrayyan n lisa came to apply job.. weee...
recommended em in.. den aftr me n d peeps talk i went home coz i really had a tiring dae in skul.. yea,, i dunno hw he does it but i rly cnt handle jobs n skul at d same tym..
i bump into G.. im shocked n dumbfounded la.. heh..
so cute la he..
but heh.. i still miss him la.. ahkz.. yea..
im glad we'r still frens.. yeap.. den he sent me home.. hehehehehe.. so sweet ryt..
he was so worried y i finish skul so late.. hehe..
nxt tym ask him to pick me up at d skul gate ok.. ahahahha.. no need la.. my fren go home wimme..
yea..
jus now met up with luqman at outram station to go skul together..
yea s culinary people.. heh.. yea.. make new fren.. salbila..
ermm.. anthr guy.. dun catch his name...
N I SAW DT GUY!!
hehehe.. yea.. made my dae.. hehehehehehe...
mingaho wasn so cheerful.. yea.. but its ok la..
ahahahaha
anewaes..
life's great... liana.. go gig wimme.. please...
u cn bring ur zacky along.. hahahahhaa
nyt nyt
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
sUmtyMs Wen LifE iS gOin wRong...u ShouLd nOe wEn to Let it gO...
I rEmEmbeR mysElf nOt lettIng gO of hIm..
enDed up.. i gOt moRe hUrt..
bUt i gUz..
i nOw nOe waT he iS reaLLy Lyk..
fOr everYthiN daT haS haPPeneD..
dEr's aLwaEs a rEasOn..
y I mEt hIm..
Y wE feLL in Luv..
n Y wE paRt..
sEcReTly i wIsh nOne of daT haPPen..
but it did..
LessOn lEarn...
aS i sEnt KhI oF..
he saId daT..
he WisHes mE mUch lUv..
i mIss hIm... hUgs..**
yesterdae i met up with G.. i guz.. ermm..
life's back to d wae it is..
he nvr went back to x..
but.. i cn nvr pretend it nvr happen.
G.. y r U anGry wImme wEn ur d oNe hU dId mE wRong...??
sO mUch fOr beIng d gUy i trUstEd...
i dUn reaLLy mInd anEmor dEar.
i Jus dUn undErsTanD u.. iF u sAe im aLwaEs bZ..
wIth fRenS or sKuL or wErk...
i dUn inTend to cHange.
aS Life iS gOin sMoothLy..
i gUz.. sMthin jUz haD to gO wRong..
iV gOnE trU sHitS...
sO i gUz.. i haNdLe d prObs caLmLy nOw..
heh...!!
i haD a nIcE tYm wIth G.. aLthoUgh iM anGry.. I gUz..
peOpLe do mK mIstaKe..
G aSked mE..
iF eVer HE sTiLL luv me, waT wLd i Do? reTurn to HIM or jZ waLk awae..
i jUz wOnt ansWer..
coz i nOe d reaSon..
Iv haD bEauTifUl drEaMs...
i Luv iT daT..
mY life is nOw FuLL oF haPi ppL..
i nO longer worry abt whether i cn do tis or dt..
i dun hav to jus agree bcoz i dun wanna hurt d person's feelin..
i haven been eating well ese daes..
anyways.. nanpenyo bought me lunch jus now.. but.. heh..
funny la..
call me syng in the canteen.. hehehehe.. paisey lor..
aiyo dun dat hor. later ppl gt wrong impression..
hahaha...
newaes.. luking forward to c him..
life's a strange ting
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Friday, July 21, 2006
everydae..
on d wae to skul.. at d mrt station..
a guy i c evry morning.. makes me smile.. d wae he jus luk..
d wae he'l juz notice..
d excitment in his eyes
yet i dunno him...
its a nice feelin wer u come across a total stranger u c everydae..
at d same tym..
jus luking at u.. tryna hide d fact dat he's luking.. but u caught his eyes...
its jus a warm feelin.. n wen u think ur nt gonna c him in d morning, ur heart jus dun feel d same..
tis morning he caught me luking.. i caught him luking too..
its a nice feelin.. as d train goes.. he's lukin inside..
our eyes jus met..
i still dunno hu he is..
but i do noe..
he's alwaes dropping at my station n wait for his fren.. at d staircase.. or jus alight as i board.. n still we meet.
its a mystery in life..
i sent junior home.. as G came back earlier den he is suppose to come hm..
but..
as i left jun i think about thinks..
sumhw.. he's leaving again..
evry1 will leave.. wat if one dae i leave u guys..
will u guys miss me.. d wae i will miss u guys..
i n jun had a talk..
sumhw i cried as he left.. a tear jus went dwn my cheek as he said he regretted nt protectig me..
n i end up hurt..
y does every1 tink dt i nd protection..
im ok by myslf u noe..
i noe hw to protect myslf.. its hw i grow..
u dun hv to feel bad if i cry..
dun hav to feel bad if u hurt me..
accidently..
jun.. dun u worry.. im all grown up.. ur still my luv my bro..
about me n G.. we had a talk..
he had been on d holidae with his past gf.
yeap.. i wasnt worried..
coz.. if dey'r fated.. i guz dey'l still b together..
im hapi dt dey patched tings up..
im hapi to noe u..
u made me smile.. no worries..
im rly too bz for all tiz..
its a hapi ending for both of u.. coz its been 2 yrs since d 2 of u been apart..
i'l still b a fren ok..
ahkz.. yea.. more supper n cycling..?????
a kiss i cnt forgt everytym i pass by d plc.
a tear flow.
its d end.
life's back to normal.. s.. i had alot of luv around me.
bt im rly gonna miss u jun.. luv d luv u gv me..
i hope to b able to join u soon..
let me complete my course..
my dreams..
my life..
my goal..
my future..
my passion n luv..
a sense of satisfaction i get..
LOVE..
nyts..
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
yeap... got the pics from pp liaoz.. heh.. anyways.. JUN U STILL OWE ME OUR PICS!!I DUN CARE!!
the family.. heh.. oni kamzy wasnt der.. sheesh...
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a candit of our outings.. hehehehehe.. so great.. i haven seen em for soooo long.. yea...
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der was a scandal photo goin around d class... hehehehe.. dts me n minghao.. sheesh...
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guni.. clement.. minghao hui wen n me.. weeee.......bored.. waiting for sir.. hahaha.. yea.. den tk pics.. coz aircon broke dwn.. hehehe
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im concentrating.... hehehehe.. more lykly lyk my eyes are goin to shut anytym.. hahaha.. damn sleepy.. so me n frens take pics.. hahahaha... yea..anyways.. todae make pandan cake n marble cake... sheesh.. dun ask.. i didn even tk pics.. hehehehehe.. ok ok.. anyways.. im having a great tym.. yea..
i hav a nice dream again..
heh.. i felt my lips being kissed.. hehehehe.. den.. i luk.. no1 is der... i miss u.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
ok.. hello...hrmmm.....
how to start..
sundae i had a dress trying dae with ain.. heh.. she took a hell of tym to pick a dress.. till i go hungry..
yea.. i manage to loose 3kg off.. ahkz.. dts a start man... hehehehehe...
yea.. den mon.. skul.. den go meet junior.. coz he's leaving on soon.. hrmmm.. yea.. we went walkin to places we had memories in...
yea..he wanted to stay till G comes home.. he cnt bcoz of sum complications..
i was werking the other dae.. den jai came to my wrkpkc to do attchmnts.. ahkz.. great man.. ahahahah..
but didn gt to wrk with her.. sheesh..
yea..
too bad liana didn gt to try dress with us.. n dat stupid salegirls... hu were so shitty.. ahkz..
but nvm.. hrmm.. i receive a call from G.. yea.. wishing me happy 3 months to us.. ahkz.. so sweet he remmebred even he's on holidaes.. he told me.. how he wish.. i'l b his.. HEHE!!! now den sae..
yea.. happy 3 months baby..
i miss u as well.. sheesh
anyways.. i spent most of my tym with junior.. haha n i didn go gt food to eat for d pass few daes.. coz.. iv been bz..
hmmm.. good la.. czn loose more weight.. ahkz.. ok ok..
anyways.. skul is ok... considering.. i saw a cute guy.. hrmmm.. hahahaha..
yea..
dts all..
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
and anthr.. heez... yea.. i haven got d pics from em yet so.. heeh..yea..
yesterdae.. wake up early morning go skul.. listen to craps.. den go hm.. chang.. den go meet yati ad n sis.. heez..den we went to cahaya to eat.. i didn finish my food.. lerz.. yea.. den we went to pick ain up.. den we wak to around heeran.. sheesh.. yea.. it was crowded.. n saw mats luking n staring at us.. i really dunno em.. n it was scary.. sheesh.. ad n me was lyk.. sape sey.. den after dat.. we went to esplanade... to d baybeats.. so we decide to go to rooftop.. heh.. met up with sufri, kadok, hussein, norman, arif.. n d other one i forgot his name.. sori.. too many la.. hahahahahaha..
anyways.. hahahah.. yea.. the baybeats last 2 yrs wasnt tis bad sey.. at least got dragon boat la.. choo choo train boat la.. n firewrks.. heez.. but tis yr.. ermmmmmm....... ONLY PEOPLE.. hahahaha..
yea.. jun cnt mk it to baybeats la.. caught up in his tings... grrr..
yea.. den me n ain miss d buz.. sheesh.. den we took bus to eunos.. wahahahhahaa.. den we got dwn n took cab la.. ahkz.. its so scary to walk sey.. heh..
im goin to wrk now.. gonna b out late.. hey..
YATI!! SUFRI!! send me the pics later ok.. i wanna load..
JUN!! WERS D PICS U PROMISED!! I WANNA LOAD OUR PICS..!!
it was nice la to meet up with u guys again.. yea.. ahkz.. its jus.. KAMZ wasn der.. n i miss her loads..
KARMZY!! WER R U!!!!???!!!!
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tis is me n yati..
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Friday, July 14, 2006
tis is wat i made todae.. sheesh.. apple pie.. n pear frangipan.. CHAUTA!! hahahaha.. yea.. tinkin of him as i made the pie.. heez
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me apple crumble.. n walnut pie
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SUMBODY GO BANGKOK NEVER TELL ME D LAST MIN CALL TIS MORNING AT 9AM!!!
sheesh..
anywaes...
i miss him la.. WUEKS!!
didn get to sae bye.. except for jus now.. WEN UR R ABOUT TO BOARD THE PLANE.. idiotic la u.. sheesh.. i hope u didn forget ur tings dt is needed.. hahahaha.. u thought ur goin sundae.. sheesh.. hav a nice trip yea baby.. hah..
yesterdae wen i went to sleep i had a lovely dream..
of a childhood..
yea..
i dunno but it seems strangely comfortable n very warm la d dream.. yea..
dun wanna wake up todae.. heh.. yea..
go skul..
den bake apple pie.. den bake pear frangipan..
hrmmm..
sheesh...
yea.. my apple pie turn out very nice colour.. heh...
den my pear frangipan got a luv shape in the middle.. hehehehe.. i din make the shape hor..
it jus turn out lyk dt..
hehehehehe..
n i was thinkin of him den.. hehe... coz of dat dream... yoo hoo.. ur luv go to the pie la..
hehehehehe.. ok
GO!!
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
Ogy...!! big tnx for picking me up n sending me.. hehehe.. yea..anyway had fun..
spent the dae with jun..n ogy..
again.. yea.. it was luvly la.. im having mornign classes now......
goin baybeats tis sat i tink.. with hu.. ermmm.. he's wrking arh.. so duunno ley.. sheesh..
anyways..
heard shits abt me.. n dunno y he said dat stuffs..
but i guz he is really angry wimme.. or jus tryna act lyk as if its him hu is d victim u noe.. tryna act lyk im at fault n shits.. yea..
i did a mistake..
so.. move on man..
ur jus anthr typical one..
TC..
u noe hu im talking abt ryt g.. heez
i luv u jun
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
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Ok uPdaTEs yEa.. sOri.. reaLLy bEeN bz wIth sKuL n LifE.. hahahahaha...LovE.. wErK.. sTudY.. maKe fRuit TaRts.. fReNs...
Yea... hRmmm... i wEnt out to aIrpOrt wIth LianA n FatImah dAt othEr daE.. dEn dEy caMe to mY stOre d nExT daE.. n maDe me waLk to cT haLL wIth mY mOcha sTainEd sHirt.. sHeeSh..
hahahahaha...
dEy'r sWeeT.. hahahahahahahah.. yEa.. my maNaGer waS sO nIce.. hahahaha.. yeA... i eNjoYed wErkinG wIth eM.. hehehehe..
dEn i haV sKul on mOn.. bOreD.. fIniSh aT 11.45.. heez.. den went to meet aIn.. hehehe.. den do hair..
den i went to meet ogy den we went cycling.. heez.. i noe.. i jus met him for the WC ting.. hehehehe.. but kinda miss him u noe.. wahahahahaha.. yea.. sumhw ryt.. d connection we hav is rly very weird.. hahaha.. i feel so attrcted to him.. n yet very comfortable.. u noe dat feelin?? yea.. oni i hav dat feeling with jun u noe.. hahahaha... sheesh.. d feeling left me confuse...
den TueS dO fRuit taRts n LorraIne qUichE.. hahahaha.. fUnnY sIa.. hahahhaa.. i waS so mAd aT HaLiz daT i toLd hIm oFF.. ahahahaha.. Yea.. he's my paRtner aT d KitcHen maN.. hahaha.. haD to b dAt nAMe.. KInDa wEird to caLL hiM.. DAT!!
hahahaha
ok ok.. anyways.. afTer daT i went to meet JunIor.. yea.. pIck hIm uP fRom wErkpLc.. yEa... raFfLes Link.. he's fLying Off aGaiN.. heheheheeh.. fRi i tHink.. or saT he oso nOt suRe.. yea.. BUT LYK DUH IM GONNA SEND HIM... den we sit at pacific coffee.. he told me shits n all.. n a girl he lyks.. hahahaha.. den jus now he hug me.. woah... i felt d fuzzy fuzzy ting.. hahahaha.. dunno y.. but.. heehehehehehe.. yea.. den we went to esplanade.. he told me he'll bring me awae from the troubles soon... hehehehe.. so sweet.. yea..
den ogy pick me up den met jun.. we took lotsa pics... im gonna upload as soon as i gt the pics from jun's desktop.. sheesh..
we 3 had ice cream.. ben n jerry's.. yea..
dat usual one.. hehehe..
if oni he wld stay for gd u noe.. i'l jus b by his side.. n he'l protect me from harm.. n hurt..
he sae.. 'i still rmmbr d first dae u fell in luv.. d date went ok.. im proud of u 4 being stronger..'
i noe wat ur tryna tell me.. u were the one hu chose the outfit for me on dt dae..
tnx.. if u had stop me.. i wldn hav gone tru it.. i wldn hav felt luv.. tnx.
luv u very much Ogy.. n i luv u my bro jun..
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
in skul bored u noe.. hehe.. it's lyk 8.30am.. ishkz.. my eyes lyk gonna close anytym soon.. hehehe.. tis girl here huiwen kept me company.. although her eyes oso gonna close lar.. blueks..!! hehehe..
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
eY im in LovE...caN i tOucH hIm nOw..??
heh
i skipped skul todae.. yea..
go to doc.. got my xtray.. den we went to watch superman.. hehehe..
so sexy..
ermmm..
anyway..
after dat.. i went home to chng.. den i went to raffles link to meet up with junior.. yea.. he's wrking.. ermm..
only here for a few daes again.. ishk.. i miss him..
hmm den decide to go seoul garden instead of cafe cartel.. heh..
hmm.. anyway.. jun said he saw.. him.. den i saw.. nvm bout him.. haha..
yea.. me n jun was lyk laughing n shits..
sumhow.. he made me feel all fuzzy wuzzy.. n he's always der..
miss u jun..
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
hey hey..anyway jus came back from work..
now its 12am.. ok.. iv gt skul..
first dae of skul.. heh.. im very scared..
ey..
alamak.. my shoe wrong sey...
hmmm..
hw ey..
anyway..
jus nw i went to wrk seems lyk every1 is bz so i went to wrk la.. whaahahaha..
ok.. den i wrk with rizal kan... hmm..
dunno y arh..
but faith had a talk with him..
from bubbly smiley guy.. he turn very gloomy n sad..
angry..
ishk..
but i manage to cheer him up..
hehe..
he smiled..
till..
faith came back to counter..
yea.. dunno ley.. i feel so awkward.. hrmm.. haven dt side of faith b4..
it seems i enjoyed working with rizal.. n dat he's quiting..
latep quit liao.. now gt no fren der..
heh..
nice werking u rizal.. it's a pleasure to learn to take tings calmly.. haha...
n to tell ppl wat i dun lyk to do n wat im ok with..
nt letting ppl push me around..
UR MY HERO
wahahahhaa..
now help me help me no more..
oh ya..
jus now do frap mix..
den he teach teach me..
den skali.. he on d water pressure w/o holding it..
den d water splash onto my face...
hehehe..
wat a dae..
ok la tired..
gonna slp for tmrw
nyts
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