Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Iv beeN gOin out sOoO mUch these daes..im tired..
im worn out..
hehehe..
exams..
grrrrr.. nyea nyea..
wen will it ever ends sey.. haish..
Life's too complicated for me to describe in werds..
ahkz..
sumhow u'll jus noe it wen it's der..
hahaha.. im talkin about luv..
yea.. again..
oh ya..
i manage to delete the other blog...weeee!! im soooo happy..
i met him jus now..
it was kinda awkward..
everytym u c me..u nvr fail to want me back..
hmm..
dats nt luv..
dats wanting..
becoz u knew.. n NOE dat im very mch attchd to sm1..
grrr..
u cnt seem to want sm1 else to want me
hahaahahhaha..
i noe..
ok..
i went to IMM with zac jus now..
jus walk around..
saw jusri n hariz..
yea.. dey were expecting me..
hahahaha..
weeeee...
ok..
skul's rly gettin my tym..
haish..
i wont hav any tym left anemor ar..
haish..
so im enjoying it while i still cn..
yea..
saving up..
jus saving up.. hehehe..
yesterdae...
met up with liana.. n fatimah..
slack at one fullerton..
haish.. very bored..
suppose to study..
but.. ahkz.. but the paper is ok la..
heh.
my life now is..
ermm..
work..
skul..
go out..
ermm..
dats all..
OK..
I MISS LATEP!!
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
BeEn sOrtIng sUm tHinGs Out...im gOnna eNd uP hUrtIng sM1..
haIsH..
y mUz lUv b sOo cOmplIcaTed..
I lUv eBo fOr hU he Is...
hE haV lEarn tO luv me fOr hU i m..
fUllstOp.
dO u nOe hW wOrriEd i was??
u can c it all over my face..
ur fren is worried too..
how can u stay so calm.. yet so relax..
i noe ur jus relax so dat i wont be more worried..
i saw d luk on ur face..
u jus needed me der..
n im happy i was der...n dat nthn happen..
jus take care of urslf..
i luv u very much..
how sm1 can change so much bcoz of d person u luv..
hopping dat d rltnshp gets better..
so dat u noe she's protected..
so dat she's luved..
hoping to jus get her worries out of d wae n jus enjoy with him..
even for a dae.. he jus wanna luv u..
but dunno how to
coz he's afraid of hurting u..???
dat feeling dat was der.. wen he calls u beautiful..
dat feeling dat was der wen he kissed u..
dat feeling was der..
u feel so protected u dun wanna let go..
im stuck in d middle..
i dunno hw to handle d situation
but im taking a step at a tym..
need sum tym to tink.. heez.
toodles
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TIs iS mE n zAc..
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
ok anewae..im stress about smthn..
n u noe hu understands it very much..
ok d dae went well with me waking up very late.. n dat boyfren is very worried..
worry dat i leave..
worry dat i disappear from his life..
worry dat i'll jus take off..
worry dat smthn might happen..
ok.. so..
im stressed out..
ALOT of tings kept me thinking..
should i jus go on with tis ting..
wat m do i rly want..
my life is based on a story..
with no ending..
an ending i thought would happen..
bt it didn..
U GOT ME THINKING ABOUT U AGAIN..
sumhow u jus wont go awae from my life kan..
i need u to take care of ur gf well..
i need u to rly luv her..
EGO really destroy tings.. dats y i hate egoS..
bcoz of ur ego lar..
ok gO!!
anywae..
d story ends..
here.. n now..
life shouldn b tis wae..
life was suppose to b..
ARGH!! FORGET IT!!
anewae.. can u delete our link together?
i noe u change d passwrd..
OK GO!!
anyway..
im goin guzhuz soon..!!
weeeeeee!!!
yea..
can we go head banging.. i rly need to bang my head la.. i tink u should go too la liana..
we go bang our heads together..
i thought my life is ok alrdy.. contented with wat i had..
bt i didn expect a turn for it..
LIFES gettin more complicated..!!
weeee..
i hate tis!
toodles
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
these are the pics of my huz la.. its half done.. grr.. jus put d curtains.. d carpet.. as u cn c.. im from my kitchens' view.. wakaka.. wait ey.. wen i clean d kitchen den i show u.. wakakak.. no la.. its jus very messy.. coz.. of the cookies n stuffs.. ermm.. yar.. i haven finish baking ar.. wakaka.. ok ok.. nw goin geylang den buy sm bunge.. ishkz!!hehehe.. anyways..
i had a very long dae lar.. im very tired.. weeee.. ok ok..
yesterdae i went to vivocity with boyfie..
nyea nyea.. very nice.. weeeeeeee... hahaha.. got water cn plae.. haha.. a sign shows.. NO LIFEGUARD ON DUTY!! wakakaka.. i wonder.. hahha
ok la.. oh ya.. dey hav stupid arcade..
caution!!: dO NOT ENTER E ZONE.. u'll gt bored..
got no game sia.. blueks.. wakakaka.. got la.. but the lamest ones.. sheesh.. so watever.. i go plae brick game.. hehee.. I LOST!! grrr.. stupid sia.. nyea
most of d shops is nt open yet la.. hmm.. i saw a very cute outfit.. wakaka.. restrain myslf from saying.. 'eeee cutenyer!!' coz.. later ehem ehem la.. grrrr
oh ya.. den i slack at bedok eat cheese prata till early morning.. took my medicine.. den go home la.. den got scolded.. wakaka..
sobsob.. coz i didn tell dt im goin home late..
heh!!
jumps jumps jumps...
my curtains are UP!!
no need to climb alrdy..
i tink iv recovered from my fever la..
hehehe..
bcoz of all the hard wrk.. n d perpirations.. NGEA!
wakaka
my voice still not back yet
d doctor lie sey!!
nyeS!!
ok bubye
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Friday, October 20, 2006
HERE GOES...hEhehehe.. im sori ey.. i nvr update so long.. ok.. im jus waiting for my dad to not watever now.. wakakaka.. yea.. he's naggy these daes.. sumtyms jus cnt stand it.. wakaka..
anewae..
lets talk about jus now first yea.. hmm..
im not feelin too well now.. i lost my voice la.. grrr... cnt sing laR!!
LIANA!! I CNT SING U D SAOSIN SONG FOR U.. hehehe.. later u miss my voice how..
wakaka..
ok.. so i lost my voice.. n im having flu.. i didn go skul.. nor did i do anethn at hm.. YET!..
yea.. ders alot of baking to do still.. sheesh..
hehe.. my mum's asking me to do all tis.. ishkz!
later i'll post d photos later ayt..
so.. met up with zac.. n went to d doc la.. we waited till lunch tym is ovr la.. grr.. nxt tym dun close for lunch.. u noe hw many people c d doc during lunch tym.. haish.. wat a waste...
hehehe.. wat m i babbling about arh??
so after d doc..
we went to phoon huat to search for d whip crm.. bt forgot to buy it larh.. nyeanyea..
so we head down to ntuc to buy sum groceries.. heheh..
grrr.. yea.. n went around n around.. hehe.. FUN RYT!!
nyea nyea.. oh ya.. we were.. no I WAS LUKING FOR D RYT ..BANANA..
its for jemput jemput la.. hehe... *cheeky smile..
naughty2!!
yes yes..
heh.. oh ya.. since ur reading tis.. cn u tag? hahaha.. it seems my frens.. u read n dun tag.. sob sob.. haha.. yes.. sori... i didn update..hehehe..
ok.. den hang outside my huz for awhile waiting for his fren with d car.. oh YA
LIANA.. i gt sm1 to teach me to drive..!! hehehe..
yes.. weeee...
dun jealous hor..
ok ok..
here goes.. im very confuse n so confuse.. i guz.. u liana will understand kan.. hehe.. i will update u soon k fatimah???
we'll go out again soon...!!
i had fun d other dae la.. wakakaka.. too bad indra didn rly wanna tak pics with us.. wakaka..
bt i had great tym doin d 'bujang lapok' JUMP!!
weeee..
iv got d craving for wanton noodles dry..weeeee...
I WANT!!
i went to alot of cafes for d projects.. i stumble upon an antic shop.. yea... hali's mum use to wrk at dat particular antic brand shop.. yeap yeap.. so it was kinda brought back memories too.. heez.. NVM bt dat.. bt d shop was so vintage.. n d chairs n table are too.. to d plates n cups u use.. hehehe its antic too..
u cn even make bdae party der or ur wedding reception.. even president megawati went der.. weee.. so cool ryt.. wakaka..
yea.. den went to giraffe.. its so cool.. so classy.. so modern.. so luvly.. ehhee..
i went to a shop at chinatown..
d place was authentic.. grr..
so shiok lar.. nyea nyea.. very nice.. hehe.. ok. i lost the pics due to camera thingy.. hehe..
me.. hafiz n ireman went to bukit batok hill der.. its so romantic lar.. hehehe.. we slack awhile.. talk about stuffs... i miss em lots la..
hafiz... im alwaes gonna be here ok.. no worries.. im nt goin anewer again.. rly..
i noe.. im jus confuse abt all tis la.. bt i asure u everythin's gonna b alryt..
he's nyc to me again..
if sm1 can tell me if ders rly anethn wrong wit me?? im goin crazy over sumthn..
i jus cnt explain tis situation.. i dun wanna hurt any1.. bt it jus happen..
either wae im gonna hurt sm1.. or i'll jus end up hurt myslf ryt..
isit rly fair.. to meet sm1 wen uv alrdy hav sm1?
grrr.. tis situation is giving me stress..
n plus my projects n hectic scheduels..
EBO..
sumtyms i jus dun undrstnd y u hav to do all those tings..
i guz all ur promises are gone?
u sae all those tings bcoz ur stressed out..
yea.. n nw ur back to become my ebo that i noe..
d ebo i fell for.. Y??
its a step in tis rltnshp dt u felt i was leaving u..
haish..
i went out with the boys d other dae.. we went riding.. yea.. it was great.. for a moment der i wntd to jus let go of everythin dts happening in my life ryt now..
i wanna go back wer i was 3 yrs ago..
i wanted to go back to wer i was very happy..
no worries... jus luv.. no anger.. jus happiness..
U NOE WEN U FEEL...
-ur melting wen ur talkin to dat sm1..
-u gt excited wenever u meet dt sm1
-u gt aggitated if dt sm1 didn call
-u miss dt sm1 wen he's nt der..
-u miss dat sm1 wen he's der..
-u wanna hold him forver..??
-u wanna kiss him till dawn..
-u wanna jus hold him tyt..
-him by ur side..
-feel his sadness n his happiness..
-gt 'wow'!! everytym u c him..
-gt cheeky wenever ur with him
-jus b urslf coz he luvs u bcoz of hu u r.. n not bcoz he wants u to b wat he potray his drm girl to b.. bcz u r his drm girl..
-jus protected by him..
-jus sure of everythin..
-jus being in luv...
LIfe isnt dat bad anemor..
nyts!
PS: zAc!! thnks for everythin..
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
HmMmM..OK.. wEr dO i bEgIn..
It's rLy a sHOrt bUt LonG daE fOr bOth oF uS.. hEhEhE
aNewaE i dIdN gEt tO MeEt uP wIth aD & yaTi tOdaE..
sUmtHin cRoppEd uP YsdY..
I hOpe aLL iS fInE..
eRmm i c u gUys sUm oThEr daE oK..?!
LiaNa.. dIdn waN u tO cOmE sOlo sO i sUggEstEd dBLe daTe.. hEh..
Oh ya gUz waT.. eBo rEmeMbeRed u aS ThE sMaLL gIrL baCk iN sEconDaRy sKul..
heHeheE
I tOLd hIm uR taLLer dEn mE.. n hE saE.. wOah.. hahahaha
sO wE cOntinuE d daE..
PicK uP tIs pRincEss fRom bEdok..
dEn i thoUght of gOIn beaCh rOad tO fInd tInGs
dEn gOt lotsa peEpS..
hehehehe..
sO bOth oF uS decIdE to waLk..
eNd Up.. waLkin pasS aRab stReeT gOt loTsa fOoDs..
n we waTch dIkiR barat awhile.. den wen he sing d high nOTE
CAN DIE SIA.. wakaka.. break ur eardrums.. wakakak
so we decide to leave...
we went to bugis.. den its alrdy tym to buke.. n got place to sit.. we conquered 3 tables all to ourselves.. wakakakaka.. duNno iT seeMs ppl jus luv to cramp up n not ask us for tables.. wakakaka..
den we ate nasi ayam goreng.. ey.. very nice worx.. n it cost $4.50 per plate..
PS:BUY ONE ASK FOR EXTRA PLATE
haha.. we didn get to finish it.. coz no matter how hungry we r.. still cnt finish.. coz its rly alot sia d rice..
anewae.. d weather's bad sey.. its so humid.. n so lekit..
lucky i wasnt wearin long pants.. wakaka..
NOT BERMS OSO LA..
hehee.. so we walk.. n walk n walk.. but we stop by some stops la.. to drink la.. to eat fruit la.. yea..
den its lyk rly hot sey.. at nyt.. no wind.. n humid.. grrr..
wakakak..
den we drop by at orchard.. wkakakaka..
dEn meT uP wIth d 'jUnkIeS'.. paRt oF eM la..
sIncE kaI is nOt dEr..
mEt paRam n chOy.. ePuL n maMat tOo..
sEeMs.. d more i miX wIth eM..
d mOre i undErsTand thEir waE of LifE..
wE saT aT nGee aN cT.. dEn d baNgLas aLL aRouNd dOin theiR joB.. n one of em wearin 'im a kid central kid' tee.. n a tyt one dat is.. wakaka.. we all luk at him.. sheesh..
d junkies took photos of emselves with me being the camera women.. hehe.. under burberry posters.. hehehe.. dey rly luv takin pics..
i'll upload em wen i gt em ok.. weeee..
iTs nyCe la.. sHeeSh.. sUpeRcoOl..
LIANA.. lEts cHanGe HandphOne... WEN WE GOT MONEY!! hehehehe
ok..
im missing liana n fatimah already.. haish.. wen's our cafe theraphy??
Ok.. daTs aBout aLL la.. i didn gt enuf sleep lar.. woiSh..
now wanna gt rdy for work larh.. malas nyeR.. haIsh...
bubye
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In d bLuRrY vIsIon oF uS..
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hehehehehe.. OuR sHoeS.. u bUyIn nEw sHOeS KAN??!! mIne oSo kaN?!? *kecian face
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tIs iS mY vErY owN maTreP.. sHeehehehehehehe
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tIs iS waT haPpeNs wEn u gOt nOthIn to dO in d traIn.. waKakaKaKa
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