a LoVe sTory bEtWeeN ZaC & ZoOrah..

Thursday, May 31, 2007

i had a hair cut.. snap snap snap..
he just snapped it anyhow..
BAH!!!
stupid idiot..
i wanted to cry sia..
all the blondes streaks all gone..
SNAP!! n all gone...
BAH!!

hmmm..
anewae..
yesterdae i n zac went cycling the whole tampinese.. wakakakaka..
best best..
was already in my gear..
but no bikes..
wakakaka..
but at last..
his cousin borrowed us n his bro bike..
weee..
so we decided to sae hello to harith..
anewae..

im soo angry with the whole family..
i jus begin to hate all of them..
never noe wen to appreciate people..
haish..

now take my shoe..
go go...
if i get fired for not soming to werk..
better get ready cash to give me..
coz i aint earning more cash for my expensive skul trip..
sheesh..
call me unreasonable..
but iv tolerate enuf..

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

hello...
its been a year now..

we missed being together as a whole class..
be seeing u guys soon yar.. hehehe..
toodles

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Sunday, May 27, 2007

IM INTO CIRCA SURVIVE SONGS NOW!! ADDICTED TO IT!! NYEAHS!

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

I stop to think if iv made the right choice..

there's is alot of things for me to think about...

the choices that i made in life alwaes makes me stronger..

but i guess not strong enough to withstand the stress that im going through..

to me..
everything i do in life must have a reason..

life makes u stronger as time past right..
but y do i c..
many girls fall trap in the arms of a no good guy??
m i in the hands of some1 better??

im sure i am..
anything that i ever wanted.. my bf tried his everywae to give in..
no temper..
just fun and laughter..

i ever was in a strict relationship..
but it didn last long lar..
i begin to just fade awae n get uninterested..

but it makes me wonder y..
those girls sticks to their shitty boyfrens..
hmmm..
if u sae love is blind...
i dun think so..
some girls goes back to the same pattern..
having the same kinda boys..
man or watever these guys are called..
heh!

mayb..
the thrill of getting hurt?
getting controlled by guys?? (some like it)
bad boys are sexy??
hahahaha..

ok..
for me...

i like..

being controlled by a guy..
SOMETYMS ONLY!!
hehe.. lyk dat sexy..
but if all the tym.. then its irritating.. n gets on my nerves..

fun..
enjoyable..
interesting..
laughter..

u noe..
wen u get soo mad or soo jealous..
u throw tantrum.. for nothing
den at the end just laugh it all out..
wakakakaka..

i may b unreasonable..
yeap my baby noes it..
but i guess he's patient enuf to wait for me to cool down..
sumtyms its irritating that he doesn fight back..
hehe..

TESTING UR PATIENCE DARLING..
MUACKS!!

but wen he does raise his voice..
aiyoyoyoyo..

wakakaka..
i make the sad face..
hehehe..

dear just noe me lar..
sumtyms..
he wonder..
y do i alwaes get angry with him.. hehehe..

oh oh..
dear u put ur blog as invites only ey??
good good..
i can put ur link already..

hmm..
chijmes life...
hehehe..
oh oh..
im soo proud of myself for carrying the oval tray..
AND ITS BIG AND HEAVY..
nyeahahahaha..
with the help of mizzy..
and firman..
YEY!!
claps!!

then i gt this irritating table..
who only wanted to be served..
grr..
haha..
stupid lor..
they waited for the fish to be served to them..
hello this is family style..
nyeahahaha..
so serve it urslf..

the other dae..
its winnie first dae..
hahaa...
n her face.. aiyo lyk worried..
haha.. no worries..
alex nt angry lar..
haha..

werking with the chjimes people is great..
i mean..
haish.. der mayb controversies..
but i dun bother..
werk den go home..
oh oh..
and that girl..
THAT GIRL!!!
STOP TOUCHING ZAC OR U'LL DIE!!
hahaha..
i might jus make u trip n fall.. ehehhehe..

hehehe..
anewae im shagged..

byebye

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I READ MY BABY'S BLOG.. N IM SAD.. nuff saId!

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Monday, May 21, 2007

HellO...

Todae.. werking at chijmes.. hehehe..
woo hoo!!
wakakaka..
nice nice..
all zac's fren find me irritating.. coz i couldnt stop talking.. hehe..
wakaka..
its nice to talk u noe.. hehe..
u noe wen ur jus so tired from all the skul werk and all.. hehe..

yea.. tell u about my dae yae..

SCHOOL??!!
ARGH!!
hahaha..
i have stupid sir..
i dunno if he's qualified to be a chef!!
grrr...
argh.. the thought of him just makes me sOOO mad..!
i dunno wat got into him..
he doesn want to release us early sae so..
dun have to pretend and be nice to us..
gosh..
i dun believe in everything that he said..
he told us we're improving....
BUT INFRONT OF US!! HE TOLD MY ONE THIRD OF MY CLASSMATE THAT OUR OTHER PART OF THE CLASS IS NOT DOING VERY WELL!!

ARGH!!
at least if u wanna be a hypocrite.. kan.. GO BEHIND AND TALK LAR!!
spoil my mood..
haish..
and so the class is not coming tomorrow.. haish.. dun really have the mood..
cakes pastries are suppose to be great..
but i guess he's too much into his own skills..
that he forgot that he is a teacher who needs to teach..

ok la dun talk about him..

anewae at chijmes..
hehe..
yea firman was werking..
was being irritating.. talking alot and all..
im sori u guys.. coz im really soo tired.. hahaha..
its the only wae i can be energetic.. hehe..
wakakakakakaa..
but it was fun overall..
haha..

im tired im goin to sleep soon..

nyt nyt dear bloggers..

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Iv been werking and skulling for the past 2daes..
n my feet is killing me.. im worn out.. sheesh.. yea..
argh!!
iv been a big problem to baby..
haish sori hor..
jus no mood la tis daes..
but i still luv u ok..
anewae..
CHIJMES is a very hmm.. simple place to werk at..
many different functions and many different type of people.. hehe..
sum of the people can be sooo irritating..
and sum cn be very nice..
hehehe..
now i noe..
THE MANS ARE THE MOST IRRITATING CUSTOMER EVER!!
hehe
so detailed about wat they want..
nyEAH!
heh!

i didn go out todae.. aiya.. its saturdae anewae.. n der gonna be alot of people on the streets.. heh.. so its gonna spoil my mood oso...

i mish my baby..
hehe.. he's been ermm.. great.. i tink
KAN KAN KAN???

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hello...
todae i cabut skul..
ok tis blog is already restricted to my fellow blogger..
coz there's too much complications..
hehehe..
my da have been reading blogs..
so.. hehe.. i tink its safer to put in tis safe mode thingy..
n seriously..
i dunno how tis ting go
if my linked frens that i dunno his or her email addy
den how ey??

HELP ME!

i went to..
hehehe.. pasir ris park..
yea..
NOBODY IS LYK DER LAR!!
hahaha..
dts y i dun lyk der i rather go east coast.. hehe..
anewae..
i had a very good tym with baby..
i luv him to bits lar.. heez..
muacks..

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

WerKinG at cHjmEs wIth BabY..
haIsh..
aSked to gO off eaRly.. heez..
haish..
sumthing that i dun wanna c dat dae..
haish..
it jus make me feel so..
i dunno how to sae it..
anewae..
aiyo..
the shirt was so tight lar..
then the V-shape was too low..
hmm..
and i had to re arrange the pool table for the customers..
gosh..
haish..
uneasy lar..
nyeah!!..
but at least baby is der..
although wat happen is not wt i expected from someone lyk him..
i guz i was disappointed..
i dunno..
yea..
it jus cnt gt off my mind..

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Yesterday...
me and baby went for a ride..
we went to parkwae parade..
coz we dunno wer else to eat..
so we ate KFC
haha..
indeed wat were we thinkin
coz dunno wer to park.. since he didn hav a cash card with him..
nyeah nyeah...
den we fought lar..
i was so hungry i didn feel lyk eating anemor..
haha..
den he blew his top i tink..
wakkakakaka...
i very angry lar..
baby sorry ey sayang..
hehehehehe...
den we go park nearby my place der and eat..
ehehehee..
nice lar spending time with baby..
hehehe..
todae he go out with his family..
aiyoyoyyoyo..

I MISS U LAR BABY!!

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Saturday, May 12, 2007

LOVE...

What is love without tears.. hatred.. sadness.. jealousy.. ??
Sumtyms..
People dun understand that in a relationship..
no matter how much in love a couple mayb..
behind that happy face.. there have been sadness..

Fairytales of which ends..
HAPPILY EVER AFTER..
look at love in this new modern world..

RELATIONSHIP is all about...
1. MONEY..
m i ryt??
no money.. means no morning brkfst..
no surprise visit for office lunch..
no movies..no transport..no handphone bills.. no gifts..
no going out.. no romantic dinner..
2. TRUST

to resist temptation..
wt if sm1 better cms arnd?? do u tk the risk..?
or do u stay true to the special someone..
to be honest in everythin u sae and feel..
3. COMMITMENT
to stay by her side tru hardship..
to be there for her/him..
to care and love her/him..
making tym for her/him..
to work only for her/him

but really...

do u ppl out der do everything dat is stated with sincere heart??

what if the relationship didnt last??
do u feel regret being with him??
do u feel cheated??
do u feel as if life is going to end??
do u tink back and feel dat ur stupid??

and what if it lasted???
jealousy will alwaes occur all the tym??
sumtyms wen u feel ur nt pretty enuf todae..
and start blaming it on the other party..
sumtyms u feel dt u dun trust him/her eventhough u want to..
the sense of insecurities alwaes occur..
its how u and the other party handles it...

BUT WAT IF UR BF/GF cheats on u???
DO U FORGIVE AND TREAT IT AS PER NORMAL??
bt if u do.. will u bear grudges??
or do u let go noeing dat it'll just hurt..

SUMTYMS.. its better to let go..

what if u fight all dae long??
as in.. anethin he/she do.. it irritates u and u fight..
sae all the mean things jus to hurt her/him purposely so dat he/she gts hurt..
what if u dun mean what u sae..
what if u sae sumthin u hav alwaes wntd to sae bt wen u do it hurts bad..
ehat if the argument alwaes being brought forward to the next argument??
nvr ending arguments.. and hurt..

do u still stay on with the relationship??

LOVE...
its all about COMMUNICATIONS!!

have u ever seen a couple who doesn communicate??
who agrees to anethin..
who sae sorry eventhough its nt his/her fault..??
IT NEVER WORK OUT IN THE END!!

When u sit down alone..
u smile.. thinking about him/her..
just the thought of her/him makes u smile and happy..
the strength that she/he gives u..
the person hu makes u grow stronger against the outside world..
hu'll protect u sincerely.. without asking much..
even if a mosquito bites..
he/she panics and try to sooth the itch or pain..
waking up in the morning jus to call him/ her
thinkin of her/him before sleeping..
worrying about him/her..
not doing the things that will worry the other..
thinking of her before doing sumthin..
lyk..
eating..
thinking if she/he have eaten..
to call and ask..
to be der and eat with her/him..

UNDERSTANDING..
to try n talk things out..
to noe the situations..
willing to just believe him..
not being selfish or unreasonable..
to noe that he is tired and cant take u home..

I guess.. mayb i dun rly noe about luv..
i jus hav to enjoy the luv while it lasted..

dun be afraid of luv..
its a great feeling..
its a feeling of being secure..
protected..
love..
cherish..
not alone...
happiness and sadness shared between both...

i love u my dear zakariah..

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

Thursday, May 10, 2007

ok now is.. 6.44am..
im waiting for the heavy rain to stop.. haish..
u guys are all asleep..
but me.. im suppose to go skul..
wakakaka..
i m goin.. yeap..!!

zAczOoRah``{{SEDUCTION}}``

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