Friday, July 21, 2006
everydae..
on d wae to skul.. at d mrt station..
a guy i c evry morning.. makes me smile.. d wae he jus luk..
d wae he'l juz notice..
d excitment in his eyes
yet i dunno him...
its a nice feelin wer u come across a total stranger u c everydae..
at d same tym..
jus luking at u.. tryna hide d fact dat he's luking.. but u caught his eyes...
its jus a warm feelin.. n wen u think ur nt gonna c him in d morning, ur heart jus dun feel d same..
tis morning he caught me luking.. i caught him luking too..
its a nice feelin.. as d train goes.. he's lukin inside..
our eyes jus met..
i still dunno hu he is..
but i do noe..
he's alwaes dropping at my station n wait for his fren.. at d staircase.. or jus alight as i board.. n still we meet.
its a mystery in life..
i sent junior home.. as G came back earlier den he is suppose to come hm..
but..
as i left jun i think about thinks..
sumhw.. he's leaving again..
evry1 will leave.. wat if one dae i leave u guys..
will u guys miss me.. d wae i will miss u guys..
i n jun had a talk..
sumhw i cried as he left.. a tear jus went dwn my cheek as he said he regretted nt protectig me..
n i end up hurt..
y does every1 tink dt i nd protection..
im ok by myslf u noe..
i noe hw to protect myslf.. its hw i grow..
u dun hv to feel bad if i cry..
dun hav to feel bad if u hurt me..
accidently..
jun.. dun u worry.. im all grown up.. ur still my luv my bro..
about me n G.. we had a talk..
he had been on d holidae with his past gf.
yeap.. i wasnt worried..
coz.. if dey'r fated.. i guz dey'l still b together..
im hapi dt dey patched tings up..
im hapi to noe u..
u made me smile.. no worries..
im rly too bz for all tiz..
its a hapi ending for both of u.. coz its been 2 yrs since d 2 of u been apart..
i'l still b a fren ok..
ahkz.. yea.. more supper n cycling..?????
a kiss i cnt forgt everytym i pass by d plc.
a tear flow.
its d end.
life's back to normal.. s.. i had alot of luv around me.
bt im rly gonna miss u jun.. luv d luv u gv me..
i hope to b able to join u soon..
let me complete my course..
my dreams..
my life..
my goal..
my future..
my passion n luv..
a sense of satisfaction i get..
LOVE..
nyts..
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