Sunday, September 17, 2006
weEeEe...Iv bEeN feeLing veRy dOwN lately coz he never called.. anemor.. ishkz.. yea.. he sae he nd tym to think.. but ok.. yea.. wen we kissed.. i was freakin confuse.. im talkin abt ebo.. everythin went too fast la.. ok.. yea.. ermm no details bout d kiss yea. not gonna sae it.. WAKAKA iTs nIce.. wee.
ok.. i tink im fallin for him or have already fallen for him.. but now.. d feeling very numb la.. no feelin.. u noe wen u malas wanna care dat kinda feelin.. yea.. bt i dunno la.. still confuse.. i was already giving up d point wer.. WATEVER is der.. den he msg me out of sudden.. n sae.. nyTs tc.. luv u. GRRR!!! aiyo.. i jus smile la.. haish.. very weak sey.. hehe..
sumthin happen ysdy.. yea.. he met up wimme.. u noe hu la.. if u noe.. d one im rly in luv with.. d ex of mine.. yea.. he asked me if i still luv him.. i jus kept quiet.. he asked me if he wants to come back will i tk him back.. i said no.. not now.. u noe wat i rly wan?? is to hold him so tight dat i dun wanna let go anemor.. afraid of him walkin awae.. but.. mayb in d past i would still cry n hold him n tk him back.. but i guz i learn dat.. u hav to b strong n walk awae.. its good dat now we'r frens.. although its rly awkward.. yea.. u noe.. walkin side by side.. feelin his luv bt no touch no hugs no hands no kisses..?? dt kinda feelin wer ur tempted.. yea.. i guz if i were to hold his hands again.. i wldn wanna let go.. yea..
apart from dat iv given sm1 my werd.. yea..
jus now luqman take me from wrk with umbrella.. hehehe.. so nyce ryt.. suddenly he outside.. yea.. as we walk towards ct hall.. yea. our busstop der wat.. & rly its nt dat far u noe.. hehe.. walk straight oni.. we were talkin.. den he talk about d rltnshp.. den i said smthn.. bt i cnt rmmbr wat.. den he said... its ok.. den he felt so down.. so he sent me home coz no mood to eat.. haish.. sad la.. i dunno wat his thinkin about.. coz he nvr told me anethin..
LUQ!! did i hurt ur feelin?? i didn sae anethn bad ryt?? coz i dun tink so sey..
y u avoidin my calls?? sheesh..
i still luv u yea mr sunshine!!
now its 5am in d morning.. yea.. was hungry.. my stomach woke me up.. yea..
did i do d wrong ting by rejecting him?? coz all tis while my dreams was to b in his arms again.. n yet here i hav d chance.. n i turn him dwn..
i dunno wat got into me la... ok..
im gonna try to slp now..
bubye
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